How Do You Trust Again After A Traumatic Breakup?
My ex did not cheat on me but he did withhold the truth and lied about a number of things. It was a shattering and traumatic breakup. It knocked me for a bit and hurt like hell. While I was in a relationship with him I trusted him, completely. I never doubted or questioned anything he said or told me. Now I question everything in our relationship because I discovered his lies post-breakup.
I questioned myself too.
What did I miss?
How did I not see his lies?
Why did I accept everything and not question his sometimes confusing behaviour that did not make sense?
Nothing felt real or good anymore. It felt like our entire relationship was one big lie.
What was true and what was a lie?
Was he telling the truth about anything? He could lie to me about wanting a future with me. This is a big thing, it's no small thing in my mind. He deluded me into thinking that our relationship had a long-term future. The first time he told me that he had doubts or “issues” with me was the night he broke up with me. Prior to this conversation he never raised a complaint or grievance in our relationship, and yet he was…
